What sucks.

             You know the feeling where you can't wait for the day to go by to receive that one special phone call? You feel a void if you're not texting that one special someone? You hurt because you miss them so bad and you can't do anything about it. Where everyone can see you've fallen but you don't want to succumb to just admitting it? Yeah, that feeling.
              That was me. It still kinda is me. Only difference now is that it's all gone. It's been a week now and I feel like I'm getting better but then again, I don't really know how to feel right now.
              You wanna know what sucks? Having to end things not because you want to, but because you have to. What sucks is being in pain over someone that means so much. No matter how fast the tears are rolling down your face, no matter how much you feel like you're going to choke from sobbing, no matter how much your heart is physically aching - you don't want to get over that person. All the memories are there. You don't want to get rid of them, but that's what killing you inside.
              Sucks.